20051231
Ah... its finally new year eve! Honestly i have been looking forward to the JC life, aint despo but, I guess life would be pretty much interesting and more normal with girls in school now, LOL. Which goes to say that I have been leading 4 yrs of abnormal life in an all boys school, enuf of crapping.. Hmmm now onto the next yr...
I am gonna have fun, and also train hard and study hard... sounds impossible isn't it? thats the problem with me, I can't seem to give up anything !! hiy!
BUt anywae first priority is that I will study on a regular basis at esplanade probably, so do say hi if u see me there okay?!
Try my best to train for my track and field competitions, but not at the cost of further injuring myself?..
And lastly NO MORE COM Games, all the time shall be spent on my friends, YEP. see i am so nice, LOL
Hmmmm smells like a good year ahead yea ! hahaha
Wow thats a fast entry, 5 mins.. hmmm alright.. happy new yr guys!
posted @ 1:39 AM
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20051230
Hmmm I guess its pretty late right now, but since i can't sleep yet, why not blog?! haha.
Hmmm i feel like talkin an issue that would involve lots of people, including myself haha.. or rather especially myself.
Might sound pretty stupid but just bear with it, I dun have full control of what my hands have to say ;)
I guess many of us have been teased before, or have even been teased by others for almost every single day. After what have happened for today and yesterday, I realized it all just boils down to one thing, your reaction. The greater your reaction is, the chance that u will be teased again and again will be greatly increased, crappy isn't it?!
Well I presume, many of us including me have actually heard about this before, so this entry would sort of be a recap la, dun blame me for stating the obvious.
Ytd was quite a scary day, was made fun off and framed really badly. You guys are horrible liars, esp pamela!... all better watch out! ha, anyway none of you are aware that I have this blog, so i guess its a useless statement -_-
posted @ 1:33 AM
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20051229
hmmm...yesterday was indeed a pretty good day.
Went to sentosa with a couple of a school friends, my tuition mates, as well as 2 new friends. Well well, I guess this was the first time i played so much beach volleyball and strangely I find it was actually pretty fun you :D
Hmmmmm let me think,... if i ain't wrong it was about two years since I last stepped into sentosa, was it?
I wasn't that keen to go to sentosa initially, but looks like it was a wise choice to have tagged along with them after all.
Cheers to the reunion of the old pals, and the new friendships formed
posted @ 10:43 AM
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20051227
Sometimes I really wonder... what have i exactly gotten myself into?...
The commitments that I have are a never-ending list...
Its hard or even almost impossible to be a jack of all trades.
They say its probably good to fully occupy yourself during the holidays, so that you would not be rotting your life off. What about the cons of this plan? Why can't parents just understand that youths like NEED freedom.
School's already starting very soon, and now my dad wants me to take up tennis when i only wanted to be recreational player.. bravo... perhaps he thinks that i have 48hrs a day or what?
Piano, Studies, Track and Field. It was enough to kill me in my secondary school days... and now... haha... I can't imagine..
posted @ 10:57 AM
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20051213
sometimes... I just feel really empty within me... I am no longer myself... I have changed.. I can feel it... but this should not be the way, this change is just too sudden and abnormal for my age, a change that I wished it did not have happened.
Gone were the days that I longed for my friends to accompany me and have fun all day long... Gone were the days that I keep moving on in life without looking at my reflection. Is this a sign of maturity? Or is it because I have been troubled by too many problems, having no one to share them with?
i prefer the old nicholas yong... i really do..
posted @ 1:14 AM
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